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DaMn I HaTe iT !!
Friday, March 18, 2011 | 9:23 PM | 0 comments
b0d0h hape ! :P mmg jelas n t'amat bg0snye ayt tu kt aku skrg ! everything yg FAMILY aku wt .. i just need to IGNORE n just say those word to myself ! yes .. bodoh hape korg nk kuar ke .. nk amek smua kmudahan pon .. i'm still ME ! yeah .. aku mmg MENYUSAHKAN korg je kn ? mmg bgos pon aku xdok KL ngan korg .. puas hati korg skrg ?? puas hati korg kn stiap minggu xpyh tgok mke aku .. xpyh fikir aku mkn ke apa ke .. kt hostel smua lengkap ..xprlu risau psal aku .. n BEBAN korg pun dh b'kurang kn3 ?? huh !

FYI .... aku sndri xprnh kesah la psal k0rg .. prnh ke korg tw aku t'ase ngan korg ?? damn it ! stiap kali korg wt something .. n langsong xajk aku .. igt aku xt'ase ?? igt aku xsediy ?? tp prnh korg kisah ?? prnh korg amek tw ?? HELL NOPE ! xpernah korg nk amek tw pon .. spe la aku ny kn ?? xlyk pon nk idop ngan korg .. SHIT ! KL ?? just a piece of SHIT for me :P aku xkn prnh nk n t'ingin pon nk dok sne .. since aku pon tw cm ne keadaan kt sne !


then , just leave me alone with my own life ! i just need my life back ! don't make me PISS OFF one day n i might run away from this SHIT LIFE .. HELL YEAH i'm still accept you as my family NOW ! but REMEMBER .. if you still don't have the courage to let me go .. then i should LET YOU GO ! i'm totally FUCKING BADLY HATE YOU RIGHT NOW ! just go away with your SHIT WORDS ! I DAMN FUCKING BADLY HATE YOU !

the one that i need now is just you,SAIFUL FIKRI .. the one that always make me happy eventh0ugh i had a trully bad day .. the one that always hear my problems when i have them .. the one that change my life frome HOPELESS to a FAIRYTALE that i always dream before .. thank you so much for bringing JOY to my life .. for making the sun shines brightly when the storms come to strikes ! yes .. i'm totally need you to bring the rainbow that you always brought to my life before .. i need that rainbow to give a smile to my face .. you're the only one that have change my life since i went to SMART .. the more i know about you , the more happiness that i get ..

in the past time .. i just wanted to be your friend .. but NOW .. i just want to become your LOVER ! i want you to be there when i'm happy .. when i'm sad .. when i'm angry .. you can make me CALM .. eventhough it's hard to be done .. you make me feel happy with my life .. but please .. i'm begging you .. please DON'T EVER LEAVE ME .. I LOVE YOU ! :)



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